chapters 14-21

The basis of what he is trying to do is find a reason that the can feel bad about. Something where he can say "oh I did this and that's why I'm messed up, I never had a chance before." He thinks he is messed up and instead of trying to change what he notices is wrong with him now, he is trying to just go back and annoy the crap out of everyone else. He even meets a couple of his Ex-girlfriends that are more messed up than him, and instead of feeling bad for them he is more like "yeah, now there is less about me I have to feel bad about." I am upset because he shows little maturity in these chapters.